actually what do i want?

asking myself what do i need?

ouch!! still cant release him?
i called him just now, asking him something..
that girl answered the call..
what i feel is just like..
heart pain? indeed!!

as i know, they are not couple now ba?
but..
that girl talk like she is the one..
somemore..
she asked me, you(means me) not saying that after break up, then you will not contact him anymore ma??
walao!! what she said is something that i never talk before..
then she asked again, you still like him ar??
wow, i m thinking like, who are you oo?? ask such stupid question!!

i really cannot tahan that girl already..
every time she talk to me sounds like very rude..
seems like i did something wrong to her..
one question i need to ask her, who is that 狐狸精??
she ever use "狐狸精" to say me.. walao!!
who is the one wor??
i never hate her before, but she hates me!!
because of her, we break up..
who's fault now wor??
hope she will not make me to hate her..

somebody asking me that, actually does that girl still liking/loving him?
she analyze that actually..
1. maybe she is not really loving him now
2. when she knew that he got another girl friend, she cannot tahan, because she don't have the one..
3. then, she will try to rob him from his new girl friend to show that she is still charming.. and she wins the game..

but..

what i can say here is..
if he really loving his new girl friend, he should not/ will not contact/ hear what is that girl saying..

how come there is a sad story in my life?
as i know and i heard, girls hurt more in relationship after they break up..
but..
guys can put down easier..
unfair condition!!