well~ whatever~

well~
i discover that many friends around me are having their good relationship with their partner..
love relationship with their another one...
when i thought of this, i ask myself..
how come i cannot have such blessing??
i think i get my answer now..
actually, cannot say i didn't get any blessing for finding the love of my life..
i am sure that God had already arrange someone special for me..
maybe i am also not mature to have a boy friend now..

anyway, my housemate did give me a reference link about love..
http://www.worldharvest.org.my/Pastoral_References.htm
i was referred to the title "Finding The Love of Your Life"..
it was written by my lovely pastor in my church..
it did give me some support and idea about love..