how come??

today, after i finish my final exam..
i rushed back from my college to home..
for what??
for sure is take the aeroplane back to hometown due to hari raya season..
i am going to celebrate hari raya puasa?
lolxx..
yea, my parents' shops do.. haha..
i am rushing back to help my parents in their shop T.T
i am kinda tired due to the exam.. but i am forced to go back at night T.T
WHO KNOWS??
actually, my flight is 2025, but it delayed until 2300..
the flight will take me 2.5 hrs to kk..
it means i will reach KKIA at 0130.. T.T
SHIT!!
i am kinda tired.. i need 2 go back home to rest la.. Gosh!!
i still need to work in the shop tomorrow morning!
TIRED!! only this world can describe me me now..
GOD, i hope the flight wont be delayed anymore.. Please!!
AMEN..

幸福~~

幸福可以垂手可得的吗??
有时, 想一想周边的人, 他们看起来好幸福喔!
越想就会越想到自己, 为何我不是处在那充满幸福扬溢的气氛里头?
再想一想, 酱那些生活在战争里的小孩, 没得吃, 没得喝, 活在担惊受怕的日子里.....
"幸福"这两个字眼根本就不存在在他们的字典里头...
人们那贪婪的心几时才能反省呢??
别只顾着自己而把那些值得我们帮助的人们抛在脑后...

*本来..
我只想写一写, 最近我所看到在别人身上的"幸福"...
写写下, 就发觉到其实, 世界上还有更多人比我更需要幸福!! =)

i need caring..

fell down again..
this time my foot really terseliuh ad..
bengkak again..

what i need is caring..
i didnt feel any cares even when i am sick..
what are friends? brothers? sisters?
seems like no one in this world can cares for me..
in my situation now, i really hope someone can bring me go "tek da"..
but no one can accompany me..
why the world is like this??
human are not living in group but living individually..

even..
my past relationship thing..
i fly over here and let them bully me??
"tam" back me then throw me away again??
MEANS WHAT??
UNFAIR world!!
why some ppl still can stay with their couple or the person they like happily..
but not me??