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巴里岛结婚视频~ 浪漫喔~~

2010-10-21T19:07:00.003+08:00

承诺~

婚姻也是一种承诺。。

这个承诺即是在大人朋友面前所许下的大承诺。。

或许有些人觉得承诺不就是口头上所说过的一句话嘛，并不代表什么，也不需要去实现。。

但。。。

对我来说，承诺非常之重要！！

婚戒戴上了就是婚姻给予承诺的一个形式。。

即然已经承诺两个人要手牵着手，一起面对将来的起起伏伏，就应该做到的不是吗？

之前就有听过很多关于巴里岛的婚礼非常浪漫。。。

看了影视，果然不其所料。。。（虽然这只是个广告 @@）

即将结婚的朋友们不如考虑巴里岛吧！！

去巴里岛举行婚礼还是度个蜜月吧~

（怎么听起来像在卖广告啊？！）

金龄宝贝

2010-10-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

刚刚看了钻石夜总会。。

有一个节目是靠表演拿奖金的。。

话说，

有一个63岁孝子为了达成93岁老爸的生日愿望，也就是见利菁小姐（主持人），然后要表演。。

那天许下愿望后，老爸还偷偷塞了报名专线的号码给儿子。。

之前，他们就已经寄了好几次CD给电视台。。

但是没有回应。。

儿子还写信给电视台。。

终于可以在播出第100集时上台了。。

在播出第100集时，他们四代同堂一起出场。。

八个儿女，三十六个孙子。。

表演前，这位老爸爸与他90岁的爱妻还做了一给爱的手势。。

超可爱的。。

还自称是“金龄宝贝”。。

老爸爸要上台表演了。。

他们选择了台湾民族舞蹈。。

好像是什么“我们是一家人的”。。

老阿麽的动作干净俐落。。

好看。。不错。。

这对老夫妻在一起70年了。。

我心想，我自己可以做到酱吗？

生活在一起70年真的不容易耶。。

就像有一首歌唱的“相爱并不容易，每个人都有自己的脾气。。。”

嘻嘻。。

老爸爸还说，他七十岁退休后，就学煮饭洗衣。。

为什么呐？

万一她先走，他自己一个人会煮饭洗衣。。

他也有教她一些她说不会的。。

老了还会考虑到对方。。

真贴心。。

老阿公现在是一名义工。。

每天自己骑单车外出。。

儿子每天偷偷开车跟在老爸后面，就好像小时候爸爸在保护儿子酱。。

一家人就应该酱嘛。。

互相帮助。。互相关心。。

嘻嘻。。

亚庇。。。

2010-10-02T14:00:00.002+08:00

昨天有个人送我机时，送我机前也是。。。。

眼睛竟然红红的。。

眼眶有点湿湿的。。

他有说回家前都不想多看我几眼吗？哈。。

为了避免我也“遭遇”同样的，只好能避开他的眼神多少就多少。。哈。。

如果我的泪不听使唤的话，那就一定一发不可收拾。。

我酱做会很坏吗？嘻嘻。。

昨晚八点多我终于到了亚庇。。。

真是一个雷电交加的夜晚。。

又下着大雨。。

飞机准备降落时，因为云多，所以飞机起起落落的。。

我最不喜欢在这个时候坐飞机的啦。。

搞到我的头晕晕的。。

我昨天就很像一头猪酱。。

吃了午餐，上飞机前也吃了些，上飞机差不多半小时后又在吃，回到家又被叫吃。。

吃吃吃。。。

今天就只留在家。。

闲啊!!

妈咪把车钥匙都带出了，没车驾。。

不过，我倒怀疑我现在的驾车技术。。

毕竟酱久没驾车了。。哈。。

MM 和帅哥 ~ 自然洗脸水**

2010-09-29T18:09:00.003+08:00

南京东南大学附属中大医院皮肤科张敬东副主任医师说，加“料”洗脸水有一些特殊的保健功效，比如去油、除痘、保湿等，但要根据不同的皮肤情况对“症”用水。

米醋能抑制皮肤细菌孳生。醋本身就能改变皮肤的酸碱度，软化皮肤的角质层，此外，还能抑制细菌孳生，使毛孔通畅，减少感染性皮肤病的发生。在洗脸水里加点醋是不错的保健方法，醋的种类以天然的米醋最好，其他食用醋也可以，在一盆洗脸水里滴上7~10滴就可以了。长期使用可增加皮肤细胞的水分和营养，恢复皮肤的光泽和弹性。

绿茶能收敛肌肤、抗辐射茶叶中含有茶多酚，有抗氧化作用，可防止肌肤衰老。茶叶还能抗辐射，尤其适合长期用电脑的女性，可抑制皮肤色素沉着，减少过敏反应的发生。此外，茶叶的鞣酸作用可以缓解皮肤干燥，对于患湿疹的儿童也非常适用。在茶叶中，绿茶的茶多酚含量最丰富。因此，不防经常用绿茶水洗洗脸。

蜂蜜可以抗衰老、防干燥蜂蜜含有大量能被人体吸收的氨基酸、酶、激素、维生素及糖类成分，不仅能促进皮肤创面的愈合，还能抗衰老，防止皮肤干燥。中干性肌肤的人，平时可以将２~３滴蜂蜜加到洗脸水中，洗脸时沾湿整个面部再轻轻拍打、按摩面部几分钟，可使皮肤光洁、细嫩。**油性皮肤的人则不太适合用蜂蜜水洗脸。*

食盐能去除角质和油脂。用食盐水洗脸有去除角质、收剑肌肤、安抚潮红肌肤的作用，此外还能清除皮肤的油脂，比较适合油性皮肤。一般经过一星期左右的食盐美容，面部皮肤就能呈现一种鲜嫩、透明感。在一盆洗脸水里加两小勺食盐就可以了。

电脑MM护肤的饮食策略
为电脑有一定的辐射源，会直接影响到我们身体的内分泌系统的稳乱。从而使皮肤代谢不规律等。加上电脑有磁性，会聚积一些灰尘、和不洁的空气，这些都会影响到我们皮肤自身的质量，和加聚皮肤的老化程度。针对每一种不同类型的皮肤，表现就不同：油性肤质：就会出油情况严重，或者是出油的同时面部开始发干，也就是缺乏水份，起痘痘，毛孔粗大等；干性肤质：则表现为皮肤干燥，出现细纹，没有光泽，有黑斑；混合性肤：这样的肤质，通常具备干性和油性两种肤质的特征，一般是T区油，两颊干。面对电脑的话，两种肤质的特点就越发明显了。
再有就是眼部皮肤的加具老化，和眼部视神经的模糊化。

对策:

内调方面不妨试试绿茶和菊花茶这两种弱碱性的茶饮：
绿茶不仅有抗癌的效果，可以清除体内的自由基，还可以有抗辐射的功效；菊花茶是一种清香茶饮，它的妙处在于当眼睛很累时，用菊花茶的热气薰眼部1分钟，眼睛马上感觉到很舒服，大家不妨试一试。

还要多吃一些帮助抗氧化的食物，比如含有维它命A、维它命C和维它命E的食物。
从各种蔬菜和水果中尤其是水果，都可以摄取到丰富的维它命C，因为它是水溶性的； A和E都是脂溶性的，尤其是维它命A，在各种黄颜色的蔬菜中都有，建议用油炒来吃。尤其胡萝卜，胡萝卜素也叫贝塔胡萝卜素，只有用油炒来吃才能真正释放。

再来说说维它命E吧，它又叫生育醇，有非常多的用途，针对于电脑皮肤的人士来讲，时常吃一些天然维它命E的东西，比如动物内脏啊，各种豆类等等，对保护细胞壁非常有效果，从而加强皮肤抗氧化。最后，平时还要注意多饮水。每天最好是2500亳升，打个比方，1瓶矿泉水的量是550ML，大约要喝4瓶左右。保持每天1000亳升的排尿量。多吃蔬菜和水果这些弱碱性的食物，保持身体弱碱性状态，少吃酸性食物，这样皮肤就会慢慢改善过来。

面部美容
1. 将香蕉捣碎，加入牛奶，涂在脸上。20分钟后洗净，可以使你的皮肤细腻光滑。
2. 把鸡蛋清和蜂蜜搅拌均匀后涂在脸上可以使皮肤光滑并减少皱纹。
3. 把姜黄粉末和牛奶混合后涂在脸上可以去除晒斑和减少脸上的汗毛。
4．麦片，乳酪和西红柿汁搅拌均匀涂在脸上，20分钟之后再用凉水洗干净，可以帮助恢复晒黑的皮肤，使皮肤有光泽。
5．把生土豆片贴在脸上可以减轻雀斑颜色和疤痕。
6．黄瓜汁是很棒的紧肤水。把黄瓜汁均匀涂在脸上可以收紧毛孔。15分钟后用清水洗干净。
7．黄粉和酸橙汁也可以帮助恢复晒黑的皮肤。酸橙汁是天然的漂白剂。
8．蜂蜜可以使皮肤细腻光滑有光泽，并减少皱纹。
9．桔类水果汁是对付油性皮肤的好选择。
10．用冰块摩擦皮肤可以收紧毛孔并促进血液循环。

除面部皱纹:
鲜黄瓜汁二调羹,加入等量鸡蛋清(约一只蛋)搅匀,每晚睡前先洗脸,再涂抹面部皱纹处,次日晨用温水洗净,连用半至一月,能使皮肤逐渐收缩,消除皱纹有特效.

皮肤粗黑:
靠化妆品增白皮肤,只能一时掩饰,治表不治本,现向你介绍一种治表治本能使皮肤增白而真白的妙方,
既简单又有特效:
用白醋甘油按5:1混合,常擦皮肤(一日二三次)能使皮肤湿润,减少黑色素沉积,一月后皮肤即细腻白嫩,洁净光滑富有弹性,充满美感。(此方对遗传黑皮肤均有效).

除雀斑:
杏仁*5钱,研成细粉,用鸡蛋清调匀,每晚睡前涂面部,次日清晨用温水洗去,一日一次,10-15日显效,以后不发. 黄褐班蝴蝶斑:冬瓜汁白醋等量,调匀涂面部,一日2-3次,涂后过10分钟洗去.连用半月即可除净. 除面部色素斑:鲜西红柿汁蜂蜜,按5:1混合,涂面部,过10分钟后洗净,连用10-15日,能使黑色素分解,皮肤变白红润.除粉刺(酒刺青春豆座疮):鲜黄瓜汁白醋等量调匀,先用热水洗脸后再涂脸,一日三次,涂后过10分钟用温水洗去,连用半月可愈,以后不老.

除黑痣:花生仁烧焦捣碎,用酒精调匀,涂痣上,每晚睡前涂上并包好,次日晨洗去,连用半月可除,(大痣需涂一月).

细盐美容4个实用妙方~很好用的哦。

一、盐亮肤

洗脸后，把一小勺细盐放在手掌心加水3-5滴，再用手指仔细将盐和水搅拌均匀，然后沾着盐水从额部自上而下的搽抹，边搽边做环开按摩。几分钟后，待脸上的盐水干透呈白粉时状时，用温水将脸洗净，涂上保湿乳液或继续正常的护肤步骤。持续进行，每天早晚洗脸后各一次。这样有很好的清洁和去污效果，对于毛孔中积聚的油脂、粉刺、甚至是“黑头”都可以去掉。不过按摩时应该避开眼部周围的皮肤，而且敏感性皮肤谨慎些。千万不要把盐水弄到眼睛里去，以免造成眼结膜损伤。
二、盐明目

做完正常的清洁后，打半盆温清水，撒上少量盐让它融化，将脸部浸泡在淡盐水中，在水中睁开眼睛，上下左右活动眼球达到用淡水洗眼的效果。不出二个星期，你会发现你的眼睛变得明亮且炯炯有神起来，这才是名副其实的“电眼美女”。
三、盐战痘

其实对于背部长有青春痘的“顽疾”，盐一样也有用。入浴后让身体充分温热，待毛孔张开后多抹些盐在后背，各个角落都要抹到。用浴刷按摩1分钟，不要太用力，只要让皮肤及刷子间的盐分移动即可，然后用海绵蘸上淡盐水，贴在背上10分钟，用清水洗干净。洗几次再看看，背上的痘痘慢慢地被攻克了。
四、盐控油

对于分泌油脂旺盛的T字部位，即使到了秋天，很多油性皮肤的“产油量”还是源源不断的。对于局部区域，可以用细盐抹在事先润湿的皮肤上，轻轻按摩后休息3分钟，然后在鼻翼两侧毛孔张开的部位用中指指腹由下向上做挤压式按摩。

蜂蜜的美容功效一直是被公认的，但是怎样才能最大化利用，怎么做才最有效呢？

第一类功效：
使皮肤光洁、细嫩
秘方１（蜂蜜＋水）

蜂蜜含有的大量能被人体吸收的氨基酸、酶、激素、维生素及糖类，有滋补皮肤的美容作用。用蜂蜜加２—３倍水稀释后，每日敷面，可使皮肤光洁、细嫩。
秘方２（蜂蜜＋醋）

蜂蜜和醋各１－２汤匙，温开水冲服，每日２－３次，按时服用。长期坚持，能使粗糙的皮肤变的细嫩润泽。
秘方３（蜂蜜＋鸡蛋＋橄榄油）

蜂蜜１００克，鸡蛋一个搅和，慢慢加入少许橄榄油或麻油，再放２－３滴香水，彻底拌匀后放在冰箱中保存。使用时，将此混合剂涂在面部（眼睛、鼻子、嘴除外），１０分钟后用温水洗去，每月做两次（多做效果更佳），能使颜面细嫩，青春焕发。

第二类功效：
减少皱纹，紧缩面部皮肤
秘方４（蜂蜜＋苹果＋乳脂）

将苹果煮沸，捣碎，加入蜂蜜与乳脂，制成润肤膜膏，敷面令你肤洁如玉。
秘方５（蜂蜜＋鸡蛋清）

蜂蜜５０克，鸡蛋清一个，两者搅拌均匀，睡前用干的软刷子刷在面部，慢慢进行按摩，约３０分钟自然风干后，用清水洗去，每周２次。

第三类功效：
去斑
秘方６（蜂蜜＋甘油＋水＋面粉）

蜂蜜１份、甘油１份、水３份、面粉１份，混合均匀制成敷面膏，敷于面上２０分钟后，用清水洗去，此法适用于普通干燥性衰萎皮肤。可使皮肤嫩滑细腻，除去皱纹及黄褐斑，并能治疗暗疮。
秘方７（蜂蜜＋鲜蜂王浆＋鸡蛋清＋花粉＋水）

蜂蜜１匙、鲜蜂王浆１匙、鸡蛋清１个，加入适量花粉和水调成糊状，涂于面部，３０分钟后用温水洗去，再用鲜蜂王浆１克加少许甘油调匀涂于面部，每周一次。对清除脸部黑斑及暗疮特别有效。

第四类功效：
保湿
秘方８（蜂蜜＋奶粉＋鸡蛋清）

蜂蜜１匙、奶粉１份、鸡蛋清１个，混合均匀制成面膜，用棉签将其在脸上涂上薄薄一层，２０分钟后用温水洗去。连续使用一个月。对皮肤干燥有明显效果。

去除黑眼圈：*~*
1、把鸡蛋用水煮熟去壳，拿手帕将鸡蛋包着，然后在黑眼圈位置来回热敷，热力加按摩令皮下血液循环。每天一次。
2、切开柿子。用匙羹挖出柿肉并搅烂，敷在眼上10分钟然后用湿毛巾抹掉。早晚一次。柿子以熟透为佳。作用：柿子含丰富维他命C，增强皮肤的更新能力。
3、泡茶后的茶包对黑眼圈也有帮助作用。去除黑眼圈可多吃以下食物：
1、鸡蛋：由于鸡蛋中富含优质蛋白质，而蛋白质又能促进细胞再生，因此经常食用鸡蛋，增加蛋白质的摄入，对于缓解黑眼圈的形成是有一定功效的。但因人体每日最多只能吸收两个鸡蛋所含的营养，因此食用鸡蛋不宜超过两个。
2、芝麻：富含对眼球和眼肌具有滋养作用的维生素E，从而能缓解黑眼圈的形成。既能使秀发乌黑靓丽，又能消除黑眼圈，一举两得。除了芝麻，富含维生素E的其他食物还有花生、核桃、葵花子等。
3、胡萝卜：除了维生素E能对眼球和眼肌有滋养作用外，维生素A也有此般功效。胡萝卜就是增加维生素A摄入量的最佳选择，它能维持上皮组织正常机能，改善黑眼圈。此外，胡萝卜中所含的维生素A还有助于增进视力，尤其是黑暗中的视力。
4、海带：富含铁质，经常食用能缓解黑眼圈的困扰。
5、绿茶：经常用电脑者可多饮用绿茶，补充特异性植物营养素，消除因电脑辐射引起的黑眼圈。多喝低咖啡因的绿茶不仅能消除黑眼圈，其含有的儿茶素，既能帮助身体脂肪代谢，而且对睡眠也有帮助，不仅可以安定睡眠质量，也让人比较不容易有疲劳感觉。

清除黑眼圈最好的方法：
1.血管性静脉循环不良所引起的黑眼圈，在睡眠不足、过度疲劳时会更为明显。保持充足的睡眠、呼吸新鲜空气，多摄入氧气均可改善，而局部的眼圈按摩对促进静脉循环回流也会有帮助。
2.如果是黑色素沉淀和过敏导致的黑眼圈，须先寻找出病源以治病着手，再配合一些祛斑用品及相应的眼霜、眼胶予以护理。这种后天性的色素沉淀在经过一段正确的治疗后是会淡化的。而若是有家族遗传性黑眼圈的人，在处理上较为棘手，而实际获得的改善也极其有限，最终还是需要化妆的帮助。
3.对于疲劳性的黑眼圈患者则需要从日常生活做起逐步清除黑眼圈。
a.安排好生活，保证充足的睡眠，绝不可熬夜。同时睡觉时仰睡而不是俯睡，并尽量使用柔软的枕头。
b.应尽量避免过度地搓揉眼部。
c.喜欢化彩妆的人，眼部卸妆要彻底，最好用专业眼部卸妆液卸妆。
d.当您起床时黑眼圈太过严重时，有一招急救法：用热毛巾覆盖眼睛四周，来回重复多次，再用冰茶袋敷几分钟，最后涂上眼霜即可。此外多汁的苹果片、未长芽的土豆片和煮熟的鸡蛋都是暂时消除黑眼圈的好帮手。
e.一些耗氧运动，使血液保持充足的氧分。亦可在早上或晚饭后出外散步，呼吸新鲜空气。

p/s: actually this information can get from the net and it's shared by a girl in her facebook's notes..

是有点不爽~

2010-09-27T21:13:00.004+08:00

早上》》》
本来要跟一个老友叙叙旧。。
哪里知道。。。。。。。她突然说被朋友叫完成还没做好的video(assignment)。。。
我就被放飞机了啦。。。
本来心情好好的想要稍微打扮出街。。。
没了。。。没心情了。。。
my mood is spoilt ><

再来。。。

又被家里的该死的值日生表气！！
无端端我妹在我桌子上拿了一张某人写的纸条。。。
说我没当值。。。
纸上写了另一个“家人”的名字和我的名。。
但是那张纸是在我桌子上的！！
这摆明是在说我，不是吗？
我又没说我不做。。
人家忙考试，忘了一下下罢了。。
有必要酱针对人家吗？？

不只不只。。。！！

他还发给每人一封信息，说，应不应该把丢垃圾这个值日生换成一人负责丢一星期？？
还说，安排两人值日的目的已被误用，家里的风气是一定要等到两个值日生者有在才一起拿去丢。。

害我还没吃东西就拿了几公斤重的垃圾拖着拿去丢。。zzz
回来后，我还故意写信息告诉她（和我当值的），你回来后记得丢剩下的垃圾好吗？？
我收不到任何的回应。。
她也没丢到垃圾啊。。 ==
我可没那么多力气一个人去丢完所有的垃圾呀！

最近。。。
有个人真的是忙到我不得不起疑心。。
我应该没必要为了等他上线，整天在电脑前发呆了吧？做些无聊的事情。。

不说了，越说就越气！！
我不想我的眼眶都被泪水沾满了。。

p/s:我不是想要报怨什么，只是让我写来发泄下。。不要误会。。

sorry~

2010-09-26T19:50:00.003+08:00

again, i'm a sleeping pig that cannot wake up and going 2 church this morning ><

even i cannot wake up to attend the 2nd service at 1030.

sorry indeed for my beloved God..

i know you are the one who loves me..

but i reply your awesome love in this way~

what have i do?

no quite time everyday..

but do a short prayer before sleeping time..

sometimes even i sleep without complete an easy prayer.

God, will you put a punishment on me?

for such an "obedient" daughter??

can i ask for forgiveness from YOU?

and ask for putting effort to look high on YOU??

and love you more???

起身了，懒睡猪猪~

2010-09-25T17:01:00.002+08:00

(呼叫!!)起身了，我的懒睡猪猪部落格~

好久没写了~~ 部落格生锈了啦！~
嗯，是时候要好好花时间爱"它"多一点点了。。
只能是一点点~
不然啊。。。我身边的那个会变成醋坛子的啦~

*yawn**
今天1100时是我释放自由的时候了~
终于啊！！~ 我甩开了那烦人的考试~
不过啊。。好奇怪噢** 考完试却没有轻松的感觉~~
是不是已经预料到那该死的烂成绩啊？？
啊！~啊!~啊！~怎么跟老母交代?!
这次铁定被骂得狗血淋头了啦~~
奧脑啊！~(头皮都被我抓烂了啦**)
我的天使呐?? 救救我下喇~~ T__T

我是在等什么呐??
嗯。。。嗯。。。嗯。。。
听下歌。。(甘虾酷我啦。。嘻嘻 ^^）
在facebook哈啦了两句。。
过了整个无聊的下午。。
亲爱的应该是在睡觉吧？？没在理我了。。。 ×_*
妹妹也有事做。。
闲。。。闲。。。闲。。。

不理那么多了啦~~
winnie，wish u have a happy holiday~***~~

HURRAY!! holiday!!

2010-02-02T19:58:00.005+08:00

yeah, it's now holiday!!
hmm.. i just came back to my hometown, KK 2 days before ^^
i was taking airasia..
the flight faced some technical problem while it was going to fly ><
my flight had delayed for about 45 min ><
anyway, i reach here safely..
hehe..

update status...

2009-11-02T23:40:00.004+08:00

i nearly forget come for blogging recently..
until my friend reminded me to read her blog><
hmm.. let me think of it..
what's d thing i do recently??
shopping?? 'a little bit' facebook?? "long gai"?? sleeping?? chatting??
ahh, me myself also dont know.. :p
i am damn crazy for my facebook game ><
cafe world, farmVillle, Happy Aquarium, Roller Coaster Kingdom, Country Story, Barn Buddy, Love Farm, Farm Town, "ai gou", Plock, What to Wear..
woah!!
i can spend my time with these games whole day..
anyway, i need 2 "complete" my task in facebook now!!
hope i will come 2 blog frequently? XD

how come??

2009-09-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

today, after i finish my final exam..
i rushed back from my college to home..
for what??
for sure is take the aeroplane back to hometown due to hari raya season..
i am going to celebrate hari raya puasa?
lolxx..
yea, my parents' shops do.. haha..
i am rushing back to help my parents in their shop T.T
i am kinda tired due to the exam.. but i am forced to go back at night T.T
WHO KNOWS??
actually, my flight is 2025, but it delayed until 2300..
the flight will take me 2.5 hrs to kk..
it means i will reach KKIA at 0130.. T.T
SHIT!!
i am kinda tired.. i need 2 go back home to rest la.. Gosh!!
i still need to work in the shop tomorrow morning!
TIRED!! only this world can describe me me now..
GOD, i hope the flight wont be delayed anymore.. Please!!
AMEN..

幸福~~

2009-09-06T22:33:00.004+08:00

幸福可以垂手可得的吗??
有时, 想一想周边的人, 他们看起来好幸福喔!
越想就会越想到自己, 为何我不是处在那充满幸福扬溢的气氛里头?
再想一想, 酱那些生活在战争里的小孩, 没得吃, 没得喝, 活在担惊受怕的日子里.....
"幸福"这两个字眼根本就不存在在他们的字典里头...
人们那贪婪的心几时才能反省呢??
别只顾着自己而把那些值得我们帮助的人们抛在脑后...

*本来..
我只想写一写, 最近我所看到在别人身上的"幸福"...
写写下, 就发觉到其实, 世界上还有更多人比我更需要幸福!! =)

i need caring..

2009-08-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

fell down again..
this time my foot really terseliuh ad..
bengkak again..

what i need is caring..
i didnt feel any cares even when i am sick..
what are friends? brothers? sisters?
seems like no one in this world can cares for me..
in my situation now, i really hope someone can bring me go "tek da"..
but no one can accompany me..
why the world is like this??
human are not living in group but living individually..

even..
my past relationship thing..
i fly over here and let them bully me??
"tam" back me then throw me away again??
MEANS WHAT??
UNFAIR world!!
why some ppl still can stay with their couple or the person they like happily..
but not me??

forgive those who rejected you..

2009-07-27T00:23:00.005+08:00

forgive those who rejected you..
after i attended the church service tonight, rev. David Kim told us..
while i heard this, my tears straightly drop down for a few milliseconds.. :p
because i call him as an irresponsible idiot in church when i think of him today :p

Rev. David preached the topic Grace for Breaking Slavery of Sin today..
why do people sin?
Adam's sin brought an extension curse on the earth..
Because of this curse, life is painful..
poverty and natural disasters occur..
relationships suffer conflicts, hurts, and divisions..

what the sad relationship is..
sad thing..
sad love..
but everyone still need LOVE in this word..
no matter what relationship it is..
family, lover, friends, classmate, coursemate and etc..

anyway, my housemate also told me not to hate him no matter how he hurts me..
yes, i did it..
i don't want to hate anyone else..
but i cannot control the one who hate me..
i let those people to God..
God, my lovely heavenly father will help me to throw away the burden that i carried..
anyway, thank God..

for sure, God will help me to settle my relationship thing..
God, you are my way..
because i know you are my beginning and my forever..
i love you.. God..

safety first..

2009-07-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

i went to guardian to buy some stuff just now..
when i reach the thing i want, a malay man came forward and talked to me..
he was holding a hair gel in his hand..
then he said, oh, u bukan kerja kat sini??
hey!! of course no la..
i am wearing casual and taking a bag and a file with me..
blind also know i am not the staff there la..

maybe i am too kind??
then i asked, u nak check price ya?
he replied, ya..
then i showed him the machine that checking the price by scanning the barcode..
he scanned and scanned..
still cannot scanned the price of that hair gel..
then i try to help him, but it did not work also.. =.="

at last, he asked me, u tau mana taman bunga raya? i am from Klang, i nak hantar document..
i dah janji nak jumpa orang tu 6.15 tapi sekarang dah pukul 7 lebih..
it's the housing area opposite of my college, i replied..
then he asked me to show the way..
as he wished, i wanna try to show the way by showing the direction by words..
but..
he keep saying that i am from klang, tulah i tak tau tempat..
then, he asked me to take his car and show him the way..
he said just show him the way, then he will drop me at desa again.. =.=
i felt like something going wrong, as we are living in this unsafe society.. ><
i refused him..
i said, i will show you the place from lrt station..
and, i will having discussion with my friends..
he keep telling me that he didn't know where is the place..
as he told me, he already find the place for about an hour plus..
if he really did that, sure he knows the lrt station la..
and it's very near to guardian pharmacy.. =.="

for sure, i am scare to take his car..
i quickly get my thing and pay at the counter and walk home.. ><

actually what do i want?

2009-07-19T18:57:00.005+08:00

asking myself what do i need?

ouch!! still cant release him?
i called him just now, asking him something..
that girl answered the call..
what i feel is just like..
heart pain? indeed!!

as i know, they are not couple now ba?
but..
that girl talk like she is the one..
somemore..
she asked me, you(means me) not saying that after break up, then you will not contact him anymore ma??
walao!! what she said is something that i never talk before..
then she asked again, you still like him ar??
wow, i m thinking like, who are you oo?? ask such stupid question!!

i really cannot tahan that girl already..
every time she talk to me sounds like very rude..
seems like i did something wrong to her..
one question i need to ask her, who is that 狐狸精??
she ever use "狐狸精" to say me.. walao!!
who is the one wor??
i never hate her before, but she hates me!!
because of her, we break up..
who's fault now wor??
hope she will not make me to hate her..

somebody asking me that, actually does that girl still liking/loving him?
she analyze that actually..
1. maybe she is not really loving him now
2. when she knew that he got another girl friend, she cannot tahan, because she don't have the one..
3. then, she will try to rob him from his new girl friend to show that she is still charming.. and she wins the game..

but..

what i can say here is..
if he really loving his new girl friend, he should not/ will not contact/ hear what is that girl saying..

how come there is a sad story in my life?
as i know and i heard, girls hurt more in relationship after they break up..
but..
guys can put down easier..
unfair condition!!

did u know who are you??

2009-07-18T16:59:00.002+08:00

I KNOW WHO I AM

I am God's child
I am Christ's friend
I am united with the Lord
I am bought with a price
I am a saint(set apart for God)
I am a personal witness of Christ
I am the salt and light of the earth
I am a member of the body of Christ
I am free forever from condemnation
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant
I am free from any charge against me
I am a minister of reconciliation for God
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms
I cannot be separated from the love of God
I am established, anointed, sealed by God
I am assured all things work together for good
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit
I may approach God with freedom and confidence
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life
I am God's temple. I can complete in Christ
I am hidden with Christ in God. I have been justified
I am God's co-worker. I am God's workmanship
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfect
I have been redeemed and forgiven. I have been adopted as God's child

I BELONG TO GOD!! =)

am i looking older and older?? ><

2009-07-18T16:31:00.002+08:00

while i am looking at my own photo, i found that i am looking older..
why i say so??
please read forward.. =(

i am only 20..
of course i am still a student in this age..

BUT..

when i meet my church member, they often ask me, you are now working??
arghh!! what the??!!
AGAIN,
i went to see doctor last few days..
i asked for mc because i was going to absent to class whole day..
then, she asked me, where are you working at?
OMG!! my face really looking OLD??

why?? why?? why???

as i know, i often crying since chinese new year 2009..
i cried everyday for whole 3 months because of someone hurting me much..
until now, i am still crying sometimes..
am i a girl that likes to cry?? 爱哭包??
or i never have been hurt so much before??
i already found that, the end part of my eyelid began to 'drop'.. (not really know how to explain in words..)
is that one of the reason that make me look older?
i still remembered, my mum told me, my face color(direct translate from mandarin)=.=" look bad..
is that again one of the reason that make me look older?

status: recovering != recovering

2009-07-18T15:01:00.011+08:00

wow, about 20 days no blogging already!!

what i am doing recently?
haha..
sure i will reply, i am busy doing assignment, mid-term test, and of course....... playing game XD

status: single
single? again??
actually, i never hope my "latest" story ends like this :(
but what can i do?
he hurts me a lot..
do i still need to make myself "down"?
no choice..
i made a decision.. BREAK UP!!
break up != i not love him anymore..
i cannot lie anybody including me that i am still loving him..
as my personal message in my msn stated that..
或许我真的爱上了一个不该爱的人, 但我能怎样呢? 时间啊, 我能对你期待些什么吗?
again, i still need 2 meet him every weekdays..
indeed a sad story.. =(

he is really my 1st love..
i often heard people saying that it's quite hard for us to forget our 1st love..
why??
because he is my first one i falling in love to?
because he is my first one that let me experience the sweet sweet memory?
because he is my first one to do everything first time.. ( don't think the another way round ya!!)

as i read back something that related to him,
my tears will still dropping down..
what i can say here is, actually i don't want all my emotions are controlled by him!!

well, nobody is going to believe he is my 1st love..
am i looking like somebody that already in love/ paktor many time?? lol

write so much thing also no use one la..
everything will be a past..
status NOW: single and maybe still loving him?
status in the future (i don't know when is it, hope it can be asap): single/ in a relationship, sucessful woman?? haha..

GOD, now, i really need 2 say, i NEED you thirstily!!
we, as a human, always ask God for help when we are in trouble..
as we know, God loves us!!
yea, he loves us that no one could ever compare..
even he knows the numbers of our uncountable hairs!!
but.. one sad thing..
what did we do for him??
we did nothing..
but we keep hurting him..
we find him only when we are in trouble, forget him when we gain our happiness..
we are not trusting him that he can help us to solve everything..
we find the another solutions instead of our heavenly father..

i never feel what God feel before this..
until i hurted by someone..
of course we hurt God more than i hurted by someone else..

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p.s != can be defined as "doesn't means"/ "not equal to"
p.s asap = as soon as possible

The sexiest birthday party ever before~

2009-06-29T01:11:00.006+08:00

yam ice-cream cake with candle "hiding" in cake.. birthday girl need 2 take it out with her mouth ><
birthday girl after taking out candle with her mouth ^^
me with birthday girl ^^

wuhoo..
my housemate birthday at 25th June..
before these photos were taken, she was just finish taken her bath..
because of privacy, i can't post her "private" photo here..
haha!!
just joking ><

actually, i nearly forgot her birthdate..
haha!!
luckily my housemate, Jasmine reminded me..
we rushed down to desa at 10pm something and buy the cake for our birthday girl ^^

i am very happy because the happiness of our birthday girl ^^

最幸福的事..

2009-06-14T15:38:00.002+08:00

是否曾经想过最幸福的事是啥呢?
我曾经想过..
是否与陪伴你经历所有酸甜苦辣的一生, 不离不弃的老伴一起手牵着手到公园散步, 手牵着手一起去吃早点是件即甜蜜又幸福的事呢?
可能那就是人生中其中一件幸福的事吧!
哈哈!!

busy recently??

2009-06-14T15:28:00.002+08:00

long time didn't write my blog already..
i am really "busy" recently..
busy for what??
busy for school?
busy for dating?
busy for doing nothing?
actually i also don't know.. =.="
maybe my time table is quite pack..
my class from morning until night..
especially wed and thur..
i always feel tired after class everyday even though my class is just until 1pm on tue..
i really not enough rest..

ADIS that subject..
tutorial so hard..
case study need 2 pass up every week..
i really don't know how 2 manage this subject.. haiz..

14 weeks for this semester oo..
how am i going 2 live??
really need God strengthen me this time..
may God bless me, dear, my classmate and my coursemate oo.. =)

well~ whatever~

2009-05-31T01:56:00.004+08:00

well~
i discover that many friends around me are having their good relationship with their partner..
love relationship with their another one...
when i thought of this, i ask myself..
how come i cannot have such blessing??
i think i get my answer now..
actually, cannot say i didn't get any blessing for finding the love of my life..
i am sure that God had already arrange someone special for me..
maybe i am also not mature to have a boy friend now..

anyway, my housemate did give me a reference link about love..
http://www.worldharvest.org.my/Pastoral_References.htm
i was referred to the title "Finding The Love of Your Life"..
it was written by my lovely pastor in my church..
it did give me some support and idea about love..

personal secret.. shh.. haha!!
yesterday~ =)
i met someone, of course is a guy, who is handsome for me..
and, i have his contact..
haha.. (i think i am really 38 =.=")

a child thinking... I LOV3 U??

2009-05-26T22:33:00.004+08:00

my cousin and me :)

yeah.. this is my 7 years old cousin..

my sis told me that he wrote a love letter to a girl XD
he wrote 我爱你!! haha!!!
he still didnt know hw 2 write '爱' that time..
then he asked my sis hw 2 write that word.. lolx..
what suprised me was that girl replied 我也爱你!!
the children nowadays really watch too much movie.. lolx..

i asked him..
then u got girl friend now??
then he said no.. haha..
show me red face somemore.. haha..

LOv3

2009-05-19T15:15:00.008+08:00

骑单车拍婚纱照，很浪漫！

曾经有一本杂志说, 爱是啥? 这问题需要问你自己...
我不太明白他所说的, 但是他所表达的应该是不同的人对'爱'着个词抱着不同的看法...

最近, 身边的朋友甚至我的妹妹都堕入爱河...
总感觉到甜甜蜜蜜的气氛在每一口我呼吸的空气中...
有些朋友还与已分手的情人重拾绵绵不断的爱情...

有个朋友与分手一年多的旧情人在回一起...
她还宣告她即将与她的他结为夫妻...
当我从她口中听到这个"震憾"的消息, 我还以为她在跟我说笑呢!
我还陪她去婚纱店...

看着一对对即将成为夫妻的恋人甜蜜的婚纱照, 心里涌着幸福的感觉...
好像也盼望自己那幸福的一刻快点到来...
渴望那所谓的幸福围绕着我...

还是要给一些老掉牙的祝福语...
朋友, 祝:新婚快乐, 永结同心

i m back in Sibu- my origin hometown.. haha..

2009-05-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

7th- i reach Sibu, a small town..
after i reach home, i discover that my luggage had cut by somebody..
maybe the staff in airport did it..
luckily there's nothing missing..
when i reach home, my house stop supplying electricity for 3 times.. oh my Gosh!!
again, Sibu is a small town.. nowhere 2 play.. less entertainment..
the biggest shopping mall is really really small to me..
but..
there's something attract me here..
absolutely is FOOD!! haha!!
i miss the food here so much..
the food here is delicious for me..
maybe i grew up here..
i ad "biasa" the taste of food there..

last few days..
i played badminton with my sister..
i wearing slippers that time..
i thought it's safe!!
who knows?!
i stepped on a small stone..
i fall down!! again!!
ouch!! again!! right knee... blue black again..
last month, right knee blue black because i fall down in wash room..
what the..

yesterday..
a glass plate fall to the floor after i washed some plates.. the plate broke =( my sister favourite plate =( sorry!!
my foot cut by the glasses again..
haiz!!

i always careless like this..
haiz..
maybe i need someone 2 take care of me so that i wont injured always because of my careless..
haha!!

back to kl after trip

2009-05-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Kedah, Perlis, Pulau Langkawi, Penang

i walked to these state in 1 week time..
wow, tired..
come back kl online to write the blog XD
because cannot online in my sibu hometown =.="

Kedah-Perlis
Alor Setar Tower
- ticket price RM6
-19th tallest communication tower, 2nd tallest in Malaysia
-take the lift up to the tower to enjoy the view in Alor Setar

Gua Kelam
-walking on the "hanging bridge" in the cave - a different experience that i ever try before
-enjoy the natural view inside the park

Muzium Padi

-viewing nice drawing about the kampung life in padi farm on the rotated stage automatic

-viewing the tools used in padi farm

-kampung girl and kampung boy

Lye Huat Garden

ahhh!! fong is going 2 push me into the kolam=.="

-man-made garden

-viewing the beautiful creation made by stone
-some small animals inside

see fong's face XD

Taman Ular
-heard of the name, sure u can know what is inside the park
-there are many kind of snakes inside the park absolutely
-Specimens is viewed

Pulau Langkawi
Bird Paradise

-feeding the monkey, it can open 'guaji' itself GENG!!
feeding rabbit.. cute!!

Shin Mi(Yun Jia's cousin working place-a seafood restaurant)

haha... i scare 2 hold the "dragon prawn".. fong hold.. i quickly go there and take the photo with her..

Underwaterworld, Langkawi

fish? yea!! God creates us such an amazing pretty fish!! wow!!

i don't know what's that thing call, but i touched it's body.. smooth..

starfish? i touched it!! the body quite hard..

in 3D theater.. 3D spec..

at outside.. see humor fong's face.. lolx..

Penang
*no photo viewed =( i not yet get the photo from yunjia

we met our coursemate+friend in Penang..
he did bring us everywhere in Penang..
he help us to arrange a condo for us..
RM88.. a room, a living room, 1 kitchen, 2 wash room.. in Sri Sayang, Batu Feringgi..
thank you for bringing us, Alvin =)

we did went to snake temple..
i fear of the snake.. haha.. so.. i did not go in the temple.. stay outside =(

we climb to the highest place of 1 of d building in the Kek Lo Si Temple..
Alvin scare the height there.. lolx..
脚软somemore.. haha!!
we took the photo there.. red, yellow, blue, green.. (i will show the photo later)

eat eat eat..
sure..
go penang sure eat eat eat..
小食天堂.. yea yea!! that's Penang..
the most famous food>>> penang char kuey tiao.. must eat..

we did visit flag mountain also..
we took the small train to the top of mountain..
RM4 two ways..
nice view there.. can view some part of Penang there..
thanks God again for create us natural and nice view to see..
again, Alvin 脚软!! haha!!

9.5 hours

2009-04-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

wow!! 9.5 hours from KL to Kodiang, Kedah.. At first, i told by my friend 8 hours to Kedah.. so, i bought ifeel magazine to read in the bus.. who knows?? the bus engine or somewhere gt problem.. we stop at the stesen berehat, around Taiping area around 2.5 hrs.. we wasted a lot of time there.. we didn't know what to do there.. sleep and read magazine and also toilet time.. such a boring time.. then here come a double decker from their company.. it's my 1st time to take double decker too.. hehe.. we take the opportunity to sit at the "1st floor" of the bus.. i wonder hw's the double decker look like XD (shhh... a bit look like kampung girl.. i mention again, just a bit bit XD).. anyway, i come to a small town.. hope 2 enjoy here.. :)

my holiday

2009-04-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

i thought i will be very bored in my this holiday before this.. who knows? I am damn tired in this holiday..

my friend, Terry came KL from my hometown.. she came here with her relatives and of course with her bf =) her relationship with her bf seems like not very close.. but that guy is really quite a good guy.. care about her.. accompany her until she sleep in the hotel(genting highlands theme park) room alone =) he knows my friend scare to sleep alone, as the others went to casino XD quite high salary to spend in my hometown.. but his look is okok.. haha.. really hope my friend wont create a sad story 2 him.. hehe..

my course organized a trip to genting highlands at 27th Apr.. 2days 1 night.. but.. i am getting sick now.. no choice.. i need 2 rest at home.. but.. i heard my friend says the some of the games in the theme park are under maintenance.. sad.. =( hope they are happy to celebrate Sharon's birthday there.. XD

i still need 2 go my friend's hometown, Kedah on coming Wed.. i bought the bus ticket.. no choice again.. need 2 go.. i think it's better for me 2 relax.. walk walk around.. maybe my sickness can recover.. haha.. really hope i can enjoy myself and may God bless our friendship.. may God heal my sickness many many.. XD